So it's been awhile...a really long time actually

I have completely forgotten about this blog and well also about a lot of other things in my life. This year has just been crazy busy for me. As I look back I've grown so much as a person and know what I want. Still figuring out on how to get there but I at least know.

On another note, lately I've been thinking about my some what ex like crazy. He has been the only guy I've ever been head over heels for. I miss him like crazy, I know I shouldn't but I can't help myself. We haven't spoken in over a year, so far it's the longest we have gone without contacting each other &&& I have a feeling we aren't anytime soon.

Katy Perry's "the one that got away" reminds me of him... "summer after high school when we first met...never planned that one day I'd be losing you"

It's been 1,667 since the last time I saw him...